March 18, 2012

Heart & Soul

It is safe to say that up to this point in my life I've had no bit of patience in all of my being. Though I, from time to time, recognize this as a problem, 87% of the time I let in envelope me. Clearly it is something God must want me to acquire. I can humbly say I am grateful for this challenge and for the opportunity I have to learn and to overcome it all. I feel so humbled as I see the hand of the Lord in my life. The small reassurances that I'm exactly where I ought to be are truly what keeps me going. At times I feel my old life creeping back up on me and it has proven to be my greatest trial, but because of the simple desires of my heart and the purity my heart possesses I am able to understand truths and am able to see God's hand closely guiding me and guiding incredible blessings towards me. I am so hopeful and so grateful.

Who knows where I will be in the next years, but I know wherever it may be, it will be a peaceful place of clarity of love and of gratitude. My faith in god is undying. I trust in the Lord with all that I am.

I love my God and the Christ infinitely. No trial, no experience, no emotion would be as real or complete without them and their love. I am truly so blessed. Trials and hardships are simply divine and celestial gifts in disguise. Don't judge a book by its cover right? Though they seem impossible and are genuinely hard and at times hurtful we are compensated ten folds by the blessings inside the rough exterior of hardships. I have truly come to know that Heavenly Father will NEVER EVER disappoint you so long as you are righteous and are striving to be perfect like he is. So long as we desire to do great and pure things and are proactive. What joy and peace of mind that revelation brought my mind and my entire soul. Going along with the idea that trials are just blessings in disguise we all must have them in order to learn and to grow and to reach our full potential. That simple principle is all we need in life. So long as we are doing our part, God will ALWAYS come through for us in ways better than we could ever anticipate. 
I am one blessed and happy girl.
Goodnight Lovely.