How am I this lucky?

Hey babe!!! Sorry I thought I sent the text, but I wrote it without sending it! I'm alive, and more in love with you than ever!  I was so grateful that Heavenly Father let me see Katie today! I feel like I got glimpses of you that I've not seen before! Seeing the way you were with Chelsea and the customers. I know you didn't think I was really paying attention, but I was back there listening to every word, listening to how you spoke to them. Your enthusiasm and excitement about what candles they should get etc, For some reason melted my heart!  Seeing you be so helpful and hearing Chelsea go on about you, not to mention you buzzing all around the store showing me smells haha so excitedly! Watching you out on that bench, just listening to your words, and seeing how and who my Katie is, when she isn't focused on just being my girlfriend was special for me!  It made me realize just how optimistic, fun, amazing, and passionate you really are! Babe! You are an amazing person!!! I couldn't help but laugh out of pure joy all night to myself, just thinking about who you are inside!  You were killing me in the kitchen babe!!! You are a bright shining light in my life! And I'm so grateful for you! I'm so sorry about my shortcomings and the times I hurt you or make you sad. Just know, I hold you on a much higher level than I hold myself! And I love everything about you! And the fact that I get to be the one that loves you for forever!!!??? I couldn't feel more blessed in my life! Because I LOVE LOVING YOU!!!! And can't wait to spend eternity doing so!!!