These past few months I have been so greatly blessed with the most amazing boy in my life. I never ever could have imagined that it would grow into all that it has. He is the most incredible person I know. I've never been more purely and genuinely happy, he is so special to me. The bond and connection I feel with him is beautiful. I love and admire him dearly. I appreciate the incredible amount of respect he shows me as well as others. He makes me laugh harder than any other person ever has, he is so witty and smart and I love that about him. I love his taste in music and his dancing. I love that everyone says "he is the boy version of you!" I love that I love him so much. He has changed me and blessed me immensely. The timing in which he entered my life could not have been any better. What a blessing. The past months we have grown incredibly close, he is my best friend and my love.
This morning I got very big very hard news...
"So the church called me this morning...."
You have a week left, don't you?(in my mind this was the worst case scenario)
"Actually I leave tomorrow.. at 2.. back to Chile."
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My heart literally stopped. I've never felt so distraught and uneasy in my entire life. I was drowned by tears and emotions. I kept saying this is NOT real, why is this happening? But as I spent the entire day with him and helped him prepare he comforted me and I was just grateful to be where I am with him and that he loves Heavenly Father so much more than anything else, thy will be done. He is such an inspiration to me and I look up to him so much. We took huge strides today. I am so proud of him and know he will be an amazing missionary. He will bless the lives of so many and bring happiness and love to so many people. I know without a doubt he is exactly where he needs to be and I support him wholeheartedly. I love my Ryan.
The happiest part of my entire day.
It has been such a long and emotional day. I am so lucky to have the wonderful boy that I do.
Random Endeavors with my baybe.
He is an enabler..
Ryan made me Salmonnnn
We went BOATING
